Jill Terry

Night falls
And the door of
Loneliness
Opens once more
Wandering thoughts
Leading deeper
Endless hours
Pass by idle
Tears born of
Frustration
Wanting so much
To believe
While truths falsities
Ebb and flow
Raging as the sea
To shed tears of happiness
Heart swollen with joy
From the gift of truth
Another should bestow
But what illusions spring
From a bounty of words
While reading the pages
Of one’s very soul
A beacon in the darkness
Wrapping round [...]

Tags: beasts, beauty, caged, connections, fear, freedom, hope, illusion, lies, loathing, loneliness, longing, lost, love, personal journey, truth, virtual reality, Writing

Been under a great deal of stress of late; having learned that the pain in my leg is not just an increased level in pain, caused by a motorcycle accident I was involved in 1990, but rather a non-union fracture that I’ve been living with, unbeknownst to me, for the past nineteen years. The doctor [...]

Tags: anesthesia, anxiety, apprehension, astral flight, beyond death, boundaries, calm, grandmothers love, love, messages, paranormal, Peace, relationships, soothing, surgery, truth, unconsciousness

The first letter
Of the first
Word
Put down and
Purged
The stroke of
Midnight
All Hallows Eve
He always
Believed
Her to be a
Witch
Leaving him damned
And cursed
One thousand and one
Her number on
The list
Nameless
Faceless
Meaningless
Conquests
The exact number
Final word count
At the end of first
Go-round
Everything flowing
Coming with ease
Alignments just right
For slaying the
Dead

Tags: Holy Black, lies, NaNoWriMo, novel writing, purging ones soul, revelation, signs, slaying ghosts, telling stories, truth, universal alignment

If I hadn’t
Loved him
So
Much
My loathing
Wouldn’t run
So
Deep

Tags: forgiveness, hate, heartache, lies, loathing, love, pain, passion, relationships, truth

Too many used to be’s
Faded away with
Time
Not enough now’s
To sustain us
Into tomorrow

Image – Wings of dust

Tags: changes, connections, eyes wide open, growth, Life, poetry, realization, relationships, separation, truth

She doesn’t seek his memory, it just comes creeping; and when it does, that’s all there is.
Its nothing to do with fear or inspiration; building a fan base that was there long before he was; or anything at all for matter of fact. For who would dream of seeking such hurt.
Its simply a means of [...]

Tags: addiction, betrayal, darkness, deception, desperation, disease, egomaniac, emptiness, fear, hate, healing, heartache, hurt, knowing, liar, lies, living, love, memories, mind fuck, pain, poison, purging, soul survival, truth, Writing

Echoes swirl
Through hallowed
Halls
Bouncing off doors
Inside my
soul
Meaningless words
Wrapped in
Illusion
A singular voice
Bent on spiritual
Intrusion
Bolt the door
Against his
Dark
Shut my eyes
Seek thy
Light

Tags: dark, emptiness, faith, hate, illusion, intrusion, lies, light, love, mind games, past, poetry, present, release, seek, self preservation, truth, voices

It was an absolute accident that I happened upon such wickedness, disguised in the Turner Classic Movie catalog. Or was it?
An advertisement for acclaimed feature films that grabbed my attention. And so I began to browse the images of the available DVD’s. It was a strange, almost eerie image that I was drawn to; the [...]

Tags: bestiality, darkness, de Sade, depression, despair, evil, faith, faithless, fear, hatred, hopelessness, inhumanity, Jesus Christ, Letter to God, loathing, losing faith, prayer, Satan, truth

She made the mistake of reading the list of Top Ten News Headlines. Reminded, yet again, of the insanity that surrounds us; the human beasts we are forced to co-exist with. A truth that at times, is almost too much to bear.
Lab worker held in Yale student’s slaying – Mom finds slain bodies of [...]

Tags: anger, angst, curse, debauchery, evil, facade, fear, gift, God, good, hate, human atrocity, human behavior, illusion, judgments, lies, life paths, mad world, media, murder, observations, perception, personal journey, predictions, premonition, rape, reality, Satan, second sight, seer, sin, spiritual, survival, television, truth, understanding, unveil