Jill Terry

Night falls
And the door of
Loneliness
Opens once more
Wandering thoughts
Leading deeper
Endless hours
Pass by idle
Tears born of
Frustration
Wanting so much
To believe
While truths falsities
Ebb and flow
Raging as the sea
To shed tears of happiness
Heart swollen with joy
From the gift of truth
Another should bestow
But what illusions spring
From a bounty of words
While reading the pages
Of one’s very soul
A beacon in the darkness
Wrapping round [...]

Tags: beasts, beauty, caged, connections, fear, freedom, hope, illusion, lies, loathing, loneliness, longing, lost, love, personal journey, truth, virtual reality, Writing

You know you’ve reached the threshold, when you start thinking about your “things” and imagining what will become of them after you’re gone. All your personal little mementos that you’ve collected over the course of your life; meaning absolutely nothing to anyone who happens across them, but holds significance to you; even if that significance [...]

Tags: connections, darkness, death, dying, friendship, Life, light, living, love, soul sisters

It wraps around me
Like a warm familiar
Blanket
Comforting
Soothing
Protective
It warms my chill
Eases my pain
Brings me pause
It takes me back
Holds me steadily
Grounded
Urges my growth
It is unconditional
Never ending
The one true
Constant
That always
Remains
It is priceless
Means everything
Can never be lost
Never replaced
It’s the one possession
I carry with me
From my very first breath
To my dying day
It’s my Mother’s love
I speak of
A love that will [...]

Tags: everything, happiness, light, love, mother’s love, my mother, poetry, pure, true

Been under a great deal of stress of late; having learned that the pain in my leg is not just an increased level in pain, caused by a motorcycle accident I was involved in 1990, but rather a non-union fracture that I’ve been living with, unbeknownst to me, for the past nineteen years. The doctor [...]

Tags: anesthesia, anxiety, apprehension, astral flight, beyond death, boundaries, calm, grandmothers love, love, messages, paranormal, Peace, relationships, soothing, surgery, truth, unconsciousness

If I hadn’t
Loved him
So
Much
My loathing
Wouldn’t run
So
Deep

Tags: forgiveness, hate, heartache, lies, loathing, love, pain, passion, relationships, truth

She doesn’t seek his memory, it just comes creeping; and when it does, that’s all there is.
Its nothing to do with fear or inspiration; building a fan base that was there long before he was; or anything at all for matter of fact. For who would dream of seeking such hurt.
Its simply a means of [...]

Tags: addiction, betrayal, darkness, deception, desperation, disease, egomaniac, emptiness, fear, hate, healing, heartache, hurt, knowing, liar, lies, living, love, memories, mind fuck, pain, poison, purging, soul survival, truth, Writing

There comes a certain “feel,” no matter where you happen to be, whenever his thoughts turn in your direction.
It starts at the basic level of the flesh; like the cool breeze on a crisp autumn night; tantalizing and chilling all at once.
Your blood pressure rises, heart rate increases, as he sends invisible waves of desire, [...]

Tags: chemical reaction, con, connections, conniving, coward, cunning, cur, darkness, deceit, deceiver, deception, demon, disguise, egomaniac, emotions, empty, evil, facade, feelings, hate, illusion, immoral, karma, liar, lies, love, lowlife, manipulation, mind fuck, narcissism, predator, reality, scoundrel, sociopath, suave, surrender, thief, Unconscionable, unscrupulous, weak, wicked, wicked games

Reading
Writing
Laughing
Loving
Sun shines
brightly
Sunday
Fun day
Finding that
Moment
Holding it
Strong
Hoping it
Lasts
A good long
Time….

Tags: balance, family, freedom, happiness, Life, light, living, love, Peace, sunday fun day

Echoes swirl
Through hallowed
Halls
Bouncing off doors
Inside my
soul
Meaningless words
Wrapped in
Illusion
A singular voice
Bent on spiritual
Intrusion
Bolt the door
Against his
Dark
Shut my eyes
Seek thy
Light

Tags: dark, emptiness, faith, hate, illusion, intrusion, lies, light, love, mind games, past, poetry, present, release, seek, self preservation, truth, voices