Jill Terry

Night falls
And the door of
Loneliness
Opens once more
Wandering thoughts
Leading deeper
Endless hours
Pass by idle
Tears born of
Frustration
Wanting so much
To believe
While truths falsities
Ebb and flow
Raging as the sea
To shed tears of happiness
Heart swollen with joy
From the gift of truth
Another should bestow
But what illusions spring
From a bounty of words
While reading the pages
Of one’s very soul
A beacon in the darkness
Wrapping round [...]

Tags: beasts, beauty, caged, connections, fear, freedom, hope, illusion, lies, loathing, loneliness, longing, lost, love, personal journey, truth, virtual reality, Writing

The first letter
Of the first
Word
Put down and
Purged
The stroke of
Midnight
All Hallows Eve
He always
Believed
Her to be a
Witch
Leaving him damned
And cursed
One thousand and one
Her number on
The list
Nameless
Faceless
Meaningless
Conquests
The exact number
Final word count
At the end of first
Go-round
Everything flowing
Coming with ease
Alignments just right
For slaying the
Dead

Tags: Holy Black, lies, NaNoWriMo, novel writing, purging ones soul, revelation, signs, slaying ghosts, telling stories, truth, universal alignment

If I hadn’t
Loved him
So
Much
My loathing
Wouldn’t run
So
Deep

Tags: forgiveness, hate, heartache, lies, loathing, love, pain, passion, relationships, truth

She doesn’t seek his memory, it just comes creeping; and when it does, that’s all there is.
Its nothing to do with fear or inspiration; building a fan base that was there long before he was; or anything at all for matter of fact. For who would dream of seeking such hurt.
Its simply a means of [...]

Tags: addiction, betrayal, darkness, deception, desperation, disease, egomaniac, emptiness, fear, hate, healing, heartache, hurt, knowing, liar, lies, living, love, memories, mind fuck, pain, poison, purging, soul survival, truth, Writing

There comes a certain “feel,” no matter where you happen to be, whenever his thoughts turn in your direction.
It starts at the basic level of the flesh; like the cool breeze on a crisp autumn night; tantalizing and chilling all at once.
Your blood pressure rises, heart rate increases, as he sends invisible waves of desire, [...]

Tags: chemical reaction, con, connections, conniving, coward, cunning, cur, darkness, deceit, deceiver, deception, demon, disguise, egomaniac, emotions, empty, evil, facade, feelings, hate, illusion, immoral, karma, liar, lies, love, lowlife, manipulation, mind fuck, narcissism, predator, reality, scoundrel, sociopath, suave, surrender, thief, Unconscionable, unscrupulous, weak, wicked, wicked games

Echoes swirl
Through hallowed
Halls
Bouncing off doors
Inside my
soul
Meaningless words
Wrapped in
Illusion
A singular voice
Bent on spiritual
Intrusion
Bolt the door
Against his
Dark
Shut my eyes
Seek thy
Light

Tags: dark, emptiness, faith, hate, illusion, intrusion, lies, light, love, mind games, past, poetry, present, release, seek, self preservation, truth, voices

She made the mistake of reading the list of Top Ten News Headlines. Reminded, yet again, of the insanity that surrounds us; the human beasts we are forced to co-exist with. A truth that at times, is almost too much to bear.
Lab worker held in Yale student’s slaying – Mom finds slain bodies of [...]

Tags: anger, angst, curse, debauchery, evil, facade, fear, gift, God, good, hate, human atrocity, human behavior, illusion, judgments, lies, life paths, mad world, media, murder, observations, perception, personal journey, predictions, premonition, rape, reality, Satan, second sight, seer, sin, spiritual, survival, television, truth, understanding, unveil

With old patterns faltering in the wake of time, serving him less and less; desperation creeps, then slowly sets in.
Searching for something real to cling to; in a world of illusion and cheap parlor tricks; of which he created and has always dwelled.
Better to be an imaginary somebody, than a real no body; his platform, [...]

Tags: beliefs, comeuppance, desperation, disaster, disguise, forgiveness, hate, hopeless, illusion, karma, lies, Life, loathing, lonely, lost, love, masochist, meaningless, misperception, observations, pain, perception, predator, prey, prose, retribution, self hatred, short stories, soulless, truth, unveiled, wasted life

He could see how tired she was, that day he happened upon her alone in the café; and though he purposely took his thoughts elsewhere, ignoring her completely, he knew from her body language that he’d once known so well, there was something amiss; and he couldn’t help but wonder what was going on in [...]

Tags: accepting, astral flight, Astral Projection, beginnings, blameless, choices, conjuring, connections, darkness, desire, dismissing, endings, fear, lies, light, magic, memories, OBE, options, pain, perception, relationships, shadows, short stories, truth, visions, wanting, willing, yearning