Jill Terry

It was an absolute accident that I happened upon such wickedness, disguised in the Turner Classic Movie catalog. Or was it?
An advertisement for acclaimed feature films that grabbed my attention. And so I began to browse the images of the available DVD’s. It was a strange, almost eerie image that I was drawn to; the [...]

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I see you suffering, and I wish there was something I could do for you.
I witness your pain, and my own heart aches.
I see you spiraling, faster each day; downward motion to nowhere land.
I wonder who’ll be waiting when you reach the end.
Unsure what led you to this path; you no longer walk, [...]

Tags: angst, Aries, darkness, emptiness, faith, finding your way, friendship, fulfillment, heartbreak, hope, insecurity, journeys, letters, life paths, light, Losing sight, madness, prose, soul sisters

I was that girl of the water, of which you spoke; though it wasn’t until later in life that I learned how to actually flow. Much of my youth was spent swimming and fighting against the raging tide. I still bear scars from being thrashed to the bottom by the undercurrent; battle scars of lessons [...]

Tags: boundaries, childhood, children, control, family, hope, individuality, learning, life lessons, memories, mistakes, old soul, parenting, personal journey, reflections, responsibility, thoughts, truth

Dear Veronica Lake,
The truth of us.
Something you believe only the two of you share; yet something we’ve all been forced to wonder about. We too had a truth in an airport, he and I; just as he had truths made up of lies with a plethora of intelligent, creative, beautiful, loving, soulful women; all of [...]

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Dearest Ophelia,
Forgive my delayed response; not for lack of trying, but it seemed as if each time I sat to pen my reply, something or someone needed my immediate attention. I’m sure you understand and can relate.
You asked if you are allowed to be this happy…not only are you “allowed,” but you deserve such happiness. [...]

Tags: agony, angst, blessings, crossroads, dreams, faith, fears, first love, friendship, happiness, heart and soul, hope, hopes, In Dreams, inner voice, intuition, jealousy, knowing, letters, Life, light, love, missing, pain, past, promises, relationships, sacrifices, second chances, soul mates, support, torment, true love, trust, truth, twin flames, uncertainty, visions, youth

Dearest Ophelia,
It has been so long since we sat and talked. There once was a time; long, long ago, when there was nothing we didn’t share. Two young girls; hearts brimming with hopes, dreams and silly fears, of that which was unknown; much that we only imagined, some truths that even now are difficult to [...]

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